Monday, January 02, 2012
Year 2011 has been a roller coaster year... with many emotions involved, many uncertainties, many surprises....
in my career, i have yet again, achieved what i want, who i wanna be and still working towards a higher goal... i have moved on from just an admin girl to a full time sales executive... doing regional sales has been tiring yet so great... i travelled round the world... and these exposures will definitely bring me to another greater height.. thank you boss for all these opportunities... i believe we will fight more battles together in Year 20112. i m looking forward to it...
one of my resolutions in 2011 is to travel to at least 4 countries and surprisingly, i way exceeded it... in Year 2011, i have been to manila x2, jakarta x3, vietnam x2, australia x 2(Sydney 2 times and perth 1 time), Christchurch New Zealand x1, Hong Kong x2, Desaru Malaysia x1, china x 1(shanghai, zhengzhou, suzhou, guangzhou). What an amazing year of travel... thank you boss for the opportunities... and frens who travelled with me...
in my personal life... i had a wonderful year with my family, spending more with them as compared to past years... and i feel that this effort paid off. A family who has always been so supportive and be with me... a family that makes me feels home... a family that makes me feels that simplicity is the best happiness that can ever happen...
in 2011, i ended the longest relationship i had in my life, with Melvyn... there were alot of struggles, even till this day... complex emotions within me... as much as i love him still, i know it's gonna b a tough journey ahead if we continue this relationship... we have been through alot yet again... once and again... accumulation of disappointment leads us to where we r today... i have to admit... till now, i do not know what to do... it has ended yet not a complete end... i wanna get him totally out of my life but yet i know i can't... at least not for now... i feel like giving him another chance but yet again, he can't get anything right...not enough to convince me.. in the last few minutes of year 2011, me and him wrote our new year's resolution together, like how we did in the past... both of us mentioned nothing about us... it's an indication that this is really the end, isn't it? this is a real goodbye...i shall leave it to fate... and also.. to start fighting for myself... for my happiness... i guess the only person who understands this is isabelle...
in year 2011, me and belle struggled a tough year studying, fighting hand in hand together... at the same time of it, we have strengthened our friendship more... and makes me treasure her even more... besides my mum.. the only one who is always there for me... even wee hours when i needed her... thank you isabelle for being such a great fren... i love u and will always do... if someday u decide to go hong kong and work... i will give u my best support and visit u very very often... :)
in year 2012, i aim to set another high goal for career... and to buy a car (very likely to get one).... start my savings.. at least a bit bit... spend more time with frens... more vacations and of cos the graduating trip with isabelle... and i hope to get better health this year... and of cos... i hope to have a better year in relationship... to find my mr. right...
i love my life... and i m looking forward to a better 2012!!!
Yxiaopei'er♥
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
i watched a movie today- you are the apple of my eye...
it says:
"当你真的佷喜欢佷喜欢一个人， 你会打从心里祝福她。。。"
你会祝福我吗？
因为一些事，我忽然醒目了。
沒有谁能为了谁而改変。
也许你根本不曾改変过。
一个简单的约会， 都可以那么轻易的忘记。。。
我难过的不是因为你不能守约，而是你完全不记得。
你真的有改了吗？你真的很愛我吗？
and then, there you goes again, act ignorant...
it doesn't solve the problem..
我要的不是对不起， 而是你对我用心和诚意。
Yxiaopei'er♥
Friday, October 07, 2011
I was at party world with all my colleagues for company gathering.. Many many songs I can relate myself to.. Heart broken song, break up songs, emotional songs... It gets me thinking.. Back to the those memories...
Another night of crying myself to sleep... Why can't I jus let go... 因为伤得太深所以心更痛...
Yxiaopei'er♥
Sunday, October 02, 2011
Thank you everyone for spend effort celebrating my bdae...
This year, to date i did and received the followings:
- Cable Car dinner
- USS Trip
- Rented Car drive around SIN trip
- surprise steamboat dinner with dance frens & coburn
- Marina Barrage Picnic
- Kite flying
- Epilator
- Huge teddy bear
- 2 bouquets of flower
- 4 birthday cakes
- macaroons
- sweet video from mel the swine
- health supplements
- H&M gift voucher
- sweet card from isabelle
- ang bao from mummy and family
- a stripy yellow bag (cheap bdae pressie for myself)
- sweet cookies and hair flower
- last of all, tons of birthday wishes.
(i hope i didn't miss anything out)
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY XIAOPEI...
in this new year, i have the following wishes:
- Hoping for a better health, get my gastric cured
- graduate with not bad results
- continue working in this company and of cos, with Samuel and my lovely team
- better love life, let me drown in happiness
- to spend more time with mummy and family, although it is nvr enough
- to meet my sales target set by myself
- to rest more and remove dark eye bags =_=
- to travel around the work, no matter work or travel
ok, that's about all... no many wishes wat right? still fit in to 24 candles if there is.. ahahahaha...
JIAYOU XIAOPEI!!!
Yxiaopei'er♥
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
27.09.2011: Perfect 12... Fond memories.. :)
Yxiaopei'er♥
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Another week has passed... coming to the end of company's fiscal year and nearing my 24th bdae...
officially, i am still 23... a young girl indeed :p... but it will be over in a week's time. i am starting bdae celebrations on the 27th, on a daily basis all the way till 2nd oct... those who made the effort to plan and celebrate for me.. thank yall in advance... really mean alot to me... makes me realize that i m actually still wanted... yes sounds stupid... but it feels good to be remembered...
i have one more month before company's fiscal year... desperately needing more sales... but i had a few achievement this month... close shave of losing but won of projects and tenders... congratualtions xiaopei... u know you r improving... but that is not good enough... i need more more more...
3rd week of life without him, although i still pretty much have him involved in my life... he has been nice and sticking ard me... helping me in alot of things... i wouldn't say i m not touched completely, but it is not the time yet... my focus and commitment is not there... and i m not convinced to sink in once again...
met up with pornstars and feels good... kinda reluctant to go intially bcos of some reason.. which was proven right... but it turned out better than i thought it would be... good catch up with lotsa laughter... exchanging bickers and words fighting, twisting etc... awesome night... and i m really interested to try salted caramel someday.. :D
alright, that's all about my life...
good night xiaopei, good night world. :)
Yxiaopei'er♥
Monday, September 19, 2011
Busy life... meaningful life... reviewing secrets of life... it has been a month of doctors, clinics and check ups. i have been to bone specialist checking on my ankles, i have been in hospital bcos of food poisoning after i was back from Vietnam, i have been to gastric specialise and today undergone a anesthetic procedure doing a scope... horrifying... the thought of lying there so helpessness.. hopefully no more next time...
thank you melvyn for being there taking care of me... we r in a complicated status which me myself also dunno how to explain but to people out there who r so curious, we r fine and normal... not back together.. for now...
going back to work tomorrow and it is gonna be another chiong chiong chiong week.
jiayou xiaopei!!!
Yxiaopei'er♥
